I’m not really sure when
or how this crazy feelings started,
All I know is that,
whenever you act sweetly to me,
or when you’re being your gentleman self,
my heart pounds so fast and a little smile forms my lips.
I told myself that maybe you are really just like that,
That I should just not assume,
or expect anything from you…
But then, again, my heart is really stupid
She whispered to me:
“Maybe he’s interested with you too…”
As time goes by, I guess this little feelings of mine gone overboard
I started acting so strange with you…
I don’t even know if you noticed it,
But when you are link with someone else,
I could never join the teasing,
and would just sit in the corner, silently hurting
With that, my brain scolded me..
She angrily said:
“I told you so, he’s not gonna fall for someone like you.”
I waited for ms. Heart of mine to defend me,
But maybe she was too hurt to even uplift my crumbled world
Right now, I don’t even know what to do or how to act around you.
This is why I hate falling in love…
You get hurt all the time…
The sad thing about my situation right now…
is that I cannot even express my feelings to you…
Sometimes I wanna marched up to you and say..
“Hey, Are you that insensitive not to know my feelings for you?”
But then again, who am I to tell you that?
I remembered, my friends used to tell me,
that I’m always choosing and falling for the bad guys, the wrong guys
and that’s why I usually end up getting hurt.
But why is it like this again?
I thought I wouldn’t be hurting again because at last I found someone good,
I guess my friends were wrong.
Even a good guy could break a heart.
Funny it may sound,
but one time I asked a friend of mine,
“Can an angel fall for a devil?”
She answered back…
“That could never be, they are from two different worlds.”
Maybe she was right..
Maybe someone as good as you could never like someone as bad as me.
Maybe the angel could only fall for another angel…not for a devil…